(sometimes in life things don't matter... sometimes love can surpass things that you can't see it to overcome... sometimes all that matters is to be together... i hope i'm not alone in this view... i don't know... i just don't know anymore... i guess i've shown that in the recent posts... i hope you know how much i love you... and how strong love can be... trust in me and i will not let you down...)

Wind Through The Willow...

walking through the trees...
watching all the life...
loving moments past...
tangled in the grass...

i don't understand...
the things that live here...
all the green is grown...
then it all starts dieing...

i don't seem to know...
know what to do next...
everything it laughs...
while watching all my past...

i don't seem to mind...
or at least am not worth...
an understanding of this hurt...
a freedom from it's curse...

maybe it's alright...
maybe it's still fair...
just becuase i hurt...
doens't mean that they don't care...

and then when moments pass...
and things they come to be...
i don't think i know...
all eturnity...

and if you want to walk...
beside and with me...
then come and take my hand...
and feel my love for thee...

and if it doesnt' make you smile...
and doesn't make you care...
i guess that it was right...
and i should have left it threre...

sometimes when i sit...
i sit and i will write...
the feelings in my head...
get dumped right into sight...

there is no editing...
no care and no concern...
if you dn't like what you read...
then you don't like what you'd learn...

then sometime's there is...
some little extra bits...
added to trick myself...
written but not meant...

and if you still don't know...
and if you still don't care...
then i guess that's fine...
and i guess it's fair...

i don't really see...
i do not understand...
i cannot find the start...
i cannot leave this land...

i'm waiting on the shore...
alone for your return...
hoping you will find me...
hoping for another turn...

maybe i'm just selfish...
and really i don't deserve...
all the things i charish...
and all i wish to serve...

i guess it doesn't matter...
but i know it really does...
everything is backwards...
nothing is as it was...

but if everything goes backwards...
then what is really next???
if it ends in the beginning...
do i get another chance???